What she wore

She wore the smile he gave her for days.

Months even.

Maybe she would wear it forever.

Murder

OH SHIT!

I did it.

I just know it…I am going to HELL.

FUCK.

The guilt feels so heavy in my gut.

I just know that if anyone found out…

If they saw me carrying it…they’d know what I’d done.

“MURDERER! YOU KILLED ONE OF THEM!” they’d yell.

And that lump in my throat just got bigger and bigger as I thought of getting caught.

I looked around…luckily no one else was there.

I grabbed the whole thing and DANG it felt so heavy!

SHIT.

WHYYY?!?!?!

I dragged the whole freaking thing to my desk,

Stapled it and stuck it into my bag before anyone could see.

NEVER AGAIN, I told myself.

NEVER AGAIN, would I forget to print double sided.

Fear

My body is trembling,
My eyes are tearing,
My head spinning,
My lips quivering,
Palms sweating,
Knees buckling,
Ears popping,

Breathing.

Breath in.

Breath-

Out.